I'm gonna try!

I'm really going to give this diet thing another shot! I have lots of reasons to do it, but a few VERY important reasons are...these guys...the LOVES of my life!!!

and her...ME...

This picture was in June and I know that I have gained more weight since that picture! I really don't feel good. My feet hurt, I have indigestion that is awful, my heart feels like it might pound out of my chest sometimes, my knees hurt, I get out of breathe very easy! That's just a few things! If I continue on this path, I really feel like I wont be here much longer, and I really want to be! I know that is a stupid saying but its true.
So starting tomorrow, November 9 2009 I am really going to make myself healthier. I am going to make this blog my journal and hopefully it will make me accountable for the things I do or dont do. I really have great support at home and work but you really cant have enough. So wish me luck!