-6.8

That's what I have lost in 2 weeks! I am very happy with that. I still haven't worked out, but I have been making very good food choices. I have to concentrate on 1 thing right now! Its going to be a test this next week with the Holiday coming. I just have to think portion control!!!

Still going!

The eating is going well, the exercise, not so good! I guess one is better than none, right? I know, just do it! But I hate to work out!!!

One day down!

I basically starved myself yesterday! That was not the plan, but I spent my lunch at the doctors office. So my menu yesterday consisted of a granola bar for breakfast 2 peanut butter weight watcher cookies for lunch, and finally for dinner I had chicken, rice and corn on the cob! I let myself down already and didn't exercise. So I plan on doing that tonight! I will have a tough challenge today. PIZZA. A doctor is buying the office pizza for lunch! Jamie and I are going to go upstairs while everybody eats it! This is just the start of many many things the office gets over the holidays. I know I can do it today but Thanksgiving and Christmas I'm not so sure!

Today is the day!

Today's goal....to stay focused,eat well and exercise!

I'm gonna try!

I'm really going to give this diet thing another shot! I have lots of reasons to do it, but a few VERY important reasons are...these guys...the LOVES of my life!!!

and her...ME...

This picture was in June and I know that I have gained more weight since that picture! I really don't feel good. My feet hurt, I have indigestion that is awful, my heart feels like it might pound out of my chest sometimes, my knees hurt, I get out of breathe very easy! That's just a few things! If I continue on this path, I really feel like I wont be here much longer, and I really want to be! I know that is a stupid saying but its true.
So starting tomorrow, November 9 2009 I am really going to make myself healthier. I am going to make this blog my journal and hopefully it will make me accountable for the things I do or dont do. I really have great support at home and work but you really cant have enough. So wish me luck!